Melancholic Days.

Oh today has been filled with feelings of despondency. A ridiculous amount of frivolous thoughts just overcame me all at once. GARGH! You know those moments in your life where you feel as if nothing seems to want to go right? I know I know, send the Prozac and beer my way ploise. A psychological confusion really. Along with all this I feel like a insomniac. Making it so very hard to converse, even more than normal. I just want to get back to party mode. I’m over this hibernation like state. APD it almost seems like. I’m sure a return to my old ways isn’t far away. Until then I shall just keep frustrating myself with the pitiable attempts at different things I want to do/the things I say.