she is so sweet.

El Perro del Mar - From The Valley To The Stars (2008).

01 Jubilee
02 Glory To The World
03 You Can't Steal A Gift
04 How Did We Forget
05 Inside The Golden Egg
06 To Give Love
07 Inner Island
08 Do Not Despair
09 Somebody's Baby
10 The Sun Is An Old Friend
11 Happiness Won Me Over
12 From The Valley To The Stars

This life is not a shameless waste.

Define gullible: Geelongs entire macho wog populace. Incredibly interesting how a simple mention of any sort of celebrity status can change a personality/demeanor. From a complete negative to offers to purchase drinks. Shots even! All it takes is a reference about making it into the triple j hottest 100 and acts of kindness come flooding in. I guess it was a semi-reasonable night. Catching up with a bunch of old friends I rarely see these days in a lame club can’t be all that bad can it? I did get to sit in the “supposed” VIP section. Eliminating the need to make an effort to dance. I’m positive I could not have danced as well as the lad dancing next to me anyway. He had his groove on. I now lay in bed, a very hung over man after three nights of slurred words, tarmac surfing and enhanced confidence (I also noticed the incline in blokey/yobbo chatter). I definitely need a rest now. DVDs and hot chocolate. GO! That movie is rad.

End rant.

dangerous diary.

mom, take this money from me.

1. Do you think you were raised well?
as well as i could have been raised.

2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
no.

3. How do you handle stress?
silence.

4. How would you spend your last day alive?
denying it to everybody. an beer.

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
i can not hide things that give me a guilty conscience.

6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other side, which would you choose?
oh money. love is so passe.

7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with whom would you pick?
the shazz.

8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
which familiar member?

9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
oh definitely not.

10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know
nothing?
my parentals are out of the loop when it comes to my life. they have zero idea on what is going on.

- The Love Stuff-
1. Do you think you know the meaning of true love?
of course i do.

3. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
fun.

4. Are you the one who talks about everything?
not really.

5. Your most recent ex... are you guys still friends?
yes.

6. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
possibly. they have proven themselves worthy advisors. i'd think things over.

7. Do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
no. never.

-The This or That Stuff
1. Die in a fire or drown?
drown.

2. Be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and kind?
oh i'd be single.

3. Eat fried worms or real ants coverd in chocolate ?
ants taste terrible. lets go with the worms kids.

5. If your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like your best friend and told you to be with them or your best friend, who would you choose?
some people answer his incorrectly.

6. Would you rather be ditched or live with ditching someone?
ditched i suppose.

7. Kids then marriage or marriage then kids?
neither marriage nor kids.

8. If you had to choose between being blind or deaf which would you pick?
i'm not sure i'd survive without either! blind.

9. Would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house by yourself?
a large haus by myself.

-The RANDOM stuff now..
1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
new people every week.

2. How many tattoos do you have?
3.

4. Do you see yourself as a "good" person?
no i do not. i am mr. negative himself.

5. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
yes.

7. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have
people at yours:
i think i'd much rather stay at a friends and then depart early morning before anybody awakens.

8. HONESTLY- Have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone JUST to have an excuse to be close to them?
no.

9. Is your family the type "eat dinner at the table" type.. or the.. "get your food and do whatever?
we are the get food an eat it with whoever you want to have a ramble to family.

10. Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friend?
no no no.

ramble. oh dear.

Oh so isn't 2008 just the best! I am having a blast, greatest time ever. Not really though. I am definitely in need of some major partying. A move! Something. I cannot believe that I am to turn 21 soon! Gargh. And I’d rather see it pass by without anybody noticing. Also! I seem to be the unluckiest lad on earth! I am still yet to see one ounce of luck this year. I walked under a ladder over 50 times today just to spite the fact that I have had zero luck. I still ended up blowing blue stuff out of my nose by the end of the day! Anyway, ENOUGH of the melancholic bullshit. I’ve really been having a great time with some great people of late. With copious amounts of alcohol induced crazy shenanigans. Leaving me in such an unresponsive condition/mood the next day. More interesting and likeable than usual really.

I have soooo many things I want to do! Sovereign hill, Melbourne Zoo, reunite myself with continuous back-to-back Melbourne outings, get to Germany, among other things (not really in a revealing mood). BAH!

Mid-ramble I have decided to write a sort of memoirs on myself.

My name is Tait. I am almost 21. I am single and am not really fazed about this. I have tried so many different careers that my resume resembles that of a 40 year olds. (Metaphor time!) I wear armour and hold a shield, only to remove said armour and shield when I am about to be defeated. I do not wield a sword, nor any other weapon (I’m not sure more than one person will understand this). I currently live with my parents, they are great. I am the king of embarrassing situations, doing idiotic things and being awkward. Thank god some people can cope with it. It actually is not intentional, as much as I would like it to be. I try so very hard to be conversable with. I really do. I constantly adjust my hair. I have not really done anything significant with my life as of yet. I plan on having something entertaining to read when strangers walk by my tombstone. My job sounds fantastic, it is trivial at best. I do enjoy some aspects of it. I try not to voice my opinion, nobody want’s to hear other people’s opinions as much as they say they do.

That is unfortunately all I can think of right now sorry. Plus I’m kind of fatigued. I might just go to bed. Sleeping is wonderful. Oh maybe I should write a list of things I dislike and like. That could be fun.

Like:
Sushi.
Nandos.
Drives.
Unattainable Crushes.
Binge Drinking.
Mid-work emails from Britters about things only we find funny.
Hugs.
The idea of something going my way.
Playing instruments.
Lying in bed doing nothing.
Stretching in bed.
Rain when I am inside.
Starving.
My aunties
Reliable friends.


Dislike:
Geelong.
Being lazy.
Being bored.
Rain when I am outside.
Waking up to unrecollectable (so obviously not a word) stories of lame things.
Compliments.
Having no mobile.
Going out when my hair is not perfect.


Now I am going to bed. 7:30pm.

Winston Churchill.

Winston Churchill once said “if you’re going through hell, keep on going”.

wise man.

on my wall.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
what on earth is my hair trying to do!

2. How much cash do you have on you?
$20.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
whore. i have no idea as to why that word come to mind.

4. Favorite planet?
i don't have a favourite.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
my cell phone is having some trouble connecting at the moment.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
n/a.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
a white shirt.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
no no. unless it's like a title or something? in that case i am master tait james.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
nike socks.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
dark.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
brilliant.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
midnight? boozing.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
i can not recall.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
half an hour away?

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
"oh dear".

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
n/a.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
rom.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
oh zero man.

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
none.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
10.

22. Your worst enemy?
i'm not sure i have one. that alvin & the chipmunks really didn't do itself any favours by being so lame.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
shiva.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"hey guys, what are you doing here?"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
flight.

26. Do you like someone?
i'll tell you another time.

27. The last song you listened to?
Beach House - Some Things Last A Long Time (Daniel Johnston Cover).